Hey Brook, I just wanted to let you know that I love you. I know that I've said it a thousand times, but it still feels like I haven't said it enough. I love you. I know we have our differences and the past few weeks have been rough for us. It really feels like there has been a wall built between us. Things don't feel like they used to. And that's really hard. You do still make me happy though. My heart is still yours to keep. I love you! I really believe we can work through this. People can do anything they put their minds to. I know that. It's easy for me to forget sometimes because it can take time. I hope you can forgive me for my impatience, and doubtful attitudes I can have. It's a struggle I've always had and I'm really trying, and doing better.
Brook, you light up my life. I love you so much. I love how you make me feel. I love that you believe in me. I love how quickly you can calm my troubled heart. I love the fire inside you, and how confident and strong you are. You have the most beautiful heart, mind, and soul that I've ever met. You're beautiful inside and out. My heart feels like it's going to jump out of my chest when I think about you. I wish I could spend every moment of every day with you. I wish I could just wrap my arms around you and just let you absorb all the love and happiness I feel for you. I want nothing more than to help you be happy and see you smile. You have the most amazing smile! Every time I have to say goodbye to you and leave you, even for a little while, it feels like I've left part of myself behind. I feel incomplete without you. I've been alone for so long, and have learned to love it, and thrive in it. But meeting you, I love how I feel when I'm with you more than being by myself. There are so few people in this world I can say that about.
Brook, you are so special to me. You have helped me see life and see myself in ways I never have before. I love your words of reassurance and encouragement to me. I love how strong you are, and I hope I can be as strong as you someday soon. I love you so much! The past few months have been truly incredible. I can't even use words to describe how I feel. Every time my phone buzzes, it feels like an explosion of butterflies inside of me, just because I know it might be you. I always hope it's you. Every time I look into your eyes, I feel at peace, and calm, yet at the same time, filled with fire and passion. Every time I hold your hand I feel your strength flow through me. Every time I hug you I feel your warmth and your love, and every doubt or fear I've ever had fades away. Every time I kiss you I feel like I am being graced with the presence of Venus herself.
I love you. I am yours. Now and always.